The first day of school was yesterday for our little boys.

J & B were absolutely pumped for a new year of school – new shoes, outfits (Goodwill!), and even hair product. Oh boy.

As we were pulling into the hustle and bustle of busses, parents and billions of kids at school, J was a bit quiet (RARE).

“Dad, my body feels weird.”

“Yea? Where is that feeling coming from?”

“I think I might be nervous”

LONG PAUSE….

ME – “Totally. It’s ok to be nervous. It’s a new school year and we haven’t been here in a while. You loved this place last year. I think you will grow to love it again and feel comfortable.”

“OK”

Later that night, I told Jackson that I get nervous too.

Every time I step onto Western Seminary’s campus I get nervous. I start to believe the lies “I’m not smart enough. This place is not for me. Nobody is going to care about what you are researching.”

When I step into a room of YL people, I get a little nervous. “Who will I sit by? Will they be interesting? Will I be? Do I belong here?”

Nerves, especially in transitions from summer to school, from one arena of work to another are normal.

Right?

At least they are for me and our boys.

Our boys are brave. I choose to follow their lead. And the courage that only God can give.

May we all face our fears. The little ones and the big ones. And may we face them together.

KE